I have ODP today,im so nervous and its like not even cuz of like the girls. I hatehatehate disappointing my dad so like i really want to do good for him. Its pretty much always like that. I found out the teams for school,i love my homeroom my team kinda sucks but whatever im over it. Im so glad i hung out with Nicole like the last 3 days i love her she is my bestfriend. We like may fight or whatever but we can like sit and do nothing and still have a good time. Plus her mom is like the nicest ever. Went to glouster to go to the beach like thrusday. It was pretty fun i was in the water alot and i ate a ton. But thats a given because me and nicole alwasy eat like everything. Yesterday we spent like the whole day doing our reports because we have a tendency to always wait till the last minute, the day was lame but we got a lot done. I got invited to seans party tonight and ashley is going but like i don't like him and the other people that are goign i don't even no except for kelly, so i said i didn't want to go which i don't no if that is being like a bad friend idn but she is still going so im happy about that. Tomarow i have tryouts again but after that it is all over!!!! yay. My cousins are having a back to school party in the afternon and i think im going.But i think the boy i like is going so there is a plus. I don't even no what to do abotu that, like we talk and stuff sometimes but like i don't no what he thinks and he lives in a different town and we don't really hang out that much except at like family things. He plays the drums which is like the cutest thing ever. I am really having trouble in the boy deparetment lately.